Einsamkeit gegen den Schmerz der Liebe (24.10.-25.10.2015)

Mein Herz gleicht einer Geisterstadt,
Wo jede Tür verschlossen,
Jede Stille laut und
Jede Straße leer erscheint
Wo der Himmel pfeift
und Fenster klirren lässt
Wo ein Sturm nichts tut,
als den Staub aufzuwirbeln

Mein Herz gleicht einer Grabstätte
Wo jeder Sarg vernagelt,
Jedes Licht ausgesperrt
Und jedes Gebet vergessen wurde
Wo die Echos leise flüstern,
Um die Liebe nicht zu wecken,
Wo die Hoffnung zuletzt,
Aber dennoch zu Grunde geht

Mein Herz gleicht einer Winternacht
Wo jede Träne vereist,
Jedes Feuer erstickt
Und jeder Schmerz gefriert
Wo der Mond heller scheint,
Damit ich die Nacht überstehe
Wo die Einsamkeit kämpft
gegen den Schmerz der Liebe

Long November 22.10.2015

You were a legend, you were the King
You were the sun on a rainy day
And you gave me back all the colors,
When everything turned gray

Between memories and the present
Now I look back at the cold days
I wish I could still feel the love
Like it used to be, when I saw your face

Chorus:
I miss the long November
The cold and the hope I felt
I miss the dark December
The snow and the love to you
And I miss the sad January
Even I couldn't bear the hatred
I miss it as much as the February
Because their words have faded

You were the best everyday hero
Even if it was pretty hard,
To forget her envy and their words
In order not to break apart

Between melancholy and happiness
I feel a peaceful place inside
Where my King has won the war
And the bitter tears have dried

Chorus:
I miss the long November
The cold and the hope I felt
I miss the dark December
The snow and the love to you
And I miss the sad January
Even I couldn't bear the hatred
I miss it as much as the February
Because their words have faded

I knew I have found my king
Between hatred and sadness
And I still remember my king
Between nostalgia and happiness
Even if my love is gone
I know, My King will rule on

Chorus:
I miss the long November
The cold and the hope I felt
I miss the dark December
The snow and the love to you
And I miss the sad January
Even I couldn't bear the hatred
I miss it as much as the February
Because their words have faded

Dear barkeeper (08.10.2015)

Sometimes I love to come home drunk
Jack fills the hole in my heart
And makes me laugh for no reason
Yes, it keeps me from breaking apart

I never sleep better than with poison
No nightmare that visited me
Peaceful is the silence of the voices
Tomorrow morning I will finally be free

Chorus:
Dear barkeeper,
I need your strongest recipe
Against the emptiness inside
Against the pain in my chest
Dear barkeeper,
Another shot glass full of amnesia
Against the certainty of love,
That will never make me happy

Sometimes I hate you for the hope
The already returns again
I hide an old blade under my pillow
In case that I can't stand the pain

And I'm never awake on the day
Or present with my mind
I make war instead of making love
'cause the dark days made me blind

Chorus:
Dear barkeeper,
I need your strongest recipe
Against the emptiness inside
Against the pain in my chest
Dear barkeeper,
Another shot glass full of amnesia
Against the certainty of love,
That I will never get a chance

A glass for your face in the morning
That you won't know anything
A Glass for your words and your smile,
That the pain will last for a while

Chorus:
Dear barkeeper,
I need your strongest recipe
Against the emptiness inside
Against the pain in my chest
Dear barkeeper,
Another shot glass full of amnesia
Against the certainty of love,
That will never let me free