Verlorene Erinnerung/ Lost memory

German:
Verlorene Erinnerung,
Wie ein noch nicht gelebtes Leben
Vergessene Zeiten,
Ich vergaß den Menschen, der ich einmal war
Verschwundene Geschichten,
Sind sie wahr oder nur Legenden?
Verlorene Erinnerung,
Einst vergessen, für immer fort

English:
Lost memory
Like a not lived life
Forgotten times,
Ich forgot the human, who I was
Missing stories
Are they true or just legends?
Lost memory
Once forgotten, always left...

I'm the girl who can't be moved (15.10.12)

This song is for a friend. She wrotes a blog and it's my new inspiration after a break of almost 2 weeks :) If you read this, maybe sometimes you aren't feel like I do, but that's my kind of "I'm the girl who can't be moved" for you and I hope you really enjoy :)

You thought I would never be strong enough
But all the lines you wrote to me were true
Can you give me your hand like you promised
Or are you still trying to change me

Chorus:
I'm the girl who can't be moved
Oh baby, I thought you would know
I'm your girl, not your doll
You're making it hard to stay
But no matter what you do, what you say
I can't stop loving you

Only you can fill the space you left behind
And even if you never come back
I believe you will never break your oath.
Say, is another heart already broken apart

Chorus:
I'm the girl who can't be moved
Oh baby, I thought you would know
I'm your girl, not your doll
You're making it hard to stay
But no matter what you do, what you say
I can't stop loving you

I will be me even when my heart is still growing
And when you'll standing at my door
I'll take your hand like I promised
Cause I can't break my oath
oh baby believe, it's never too late

Chorus:
I'm the girl who can't be moved
Oh baby, I thought you would know
I'm your girl, not your doll
You're making it hard to stay
But no matter what you do, what you say
I can't stop loving you

It's never too late ...

For a friend

This post is about the strongest feeling I've ever felt. I don't think that it was love at the first view because constant love need to grows. For everybody who read this, it's not about Devon Bostick I write.
It's about Daniel Schuhmacher. Many people don't know him, but I don't care about that.
It's for a good friend who is Devon Bostick supporter. And I think she feels the same.
I'm more than 3 years a supporter from Daniel Schuhmacher and with time I fell in love.
At the beginning I was scared that he could go soon and my fear stopped just month ago.
I lived with this fear for years and I tried that he knew me, but I'm a little bit too shy for it.
I learned a lot and my friend if you read this. Maybe you know what I'm talking about.
Cause when she writes, that she loves him so much. I understand her, I understand her so much.
I can feel it too and that's what us connects.
When you fall in love with someone who is unreachable for you. There will always be moments where you crying for pain, for sadness, for sorrow and for desire. But there will be moments where you cyring for happiness. This little good moments will be less than the painfull, but they are so good that it's worth.
You will learn a lot about things cause you will feel it. This moments where you feel will make you want to talk or to write about it. And that's the reason why I'm writing.
And there will always moments where you are with so much love in your heart, but It's too strong that you can find any words. And that's really good, cause only that is what we called LOVE.
This moments are determined to belongs only to you. And the only thing you can do is, to beware him deep inside your heart.
Believe Kiwirin you will cry a lot and you think it's so intolerable, but after a long time you will feel. That everything wheter pain or blessing is a piece of your LOVE. And only if you got them both, you will feel the real love.

Greetings Lu :)

You will always be (4.10.2012)

This song is about dreams and a love which is living there :)


The first time ever I saw you in my dreams
You were holding my hand and you said
Till the death do us part I will love you,
Oh baby, that's my first promise I can give to you
And with every goodbye I knew you come back

Chorus:
Even if someday you won't be any more
Will take the oath our past into eternity
Tonight you'll be my husband and I'll your wife
No matter wherever you are, you come back to me
Cause in my dreams you are with me
And you will always be

The last time ever I saw you in my dreams
You kissed my tears away and you said
With this oath I bind you to me my love
Oh baby, that's my last promise I can give to you
And with this goodbye, I knew it will be forever

Chorus:
Even if someday you won't be any more
Will take the oath our past into eternity
Tonight you'll be my husband and I'll your wife
No matter wherever you are, you come back to me
Cause in my dreams you are with me
And you will always be

My angel sent from heaven down to earth
I don't remember in your words
But I remember the way you make me feel
You said, in good and in bad times,
In health and in sickness, I will hold your hand
But you forget that it was just a dream

Chorus:
Even if someday you won't be any more
Will take the oath our past into eternity
Tonight you'll be my husband and I'll your wife
No matter wherever you are, you come back to me
Cause in my dreams you are with me
And you will always be

I forget, you were just a dream..

Enjoy :)

Blue /Blau

German:
Meine Erinnerungen tragen blau,
Blau wie die Farben seiner Augen,
Wie die Jacke, die ich trug, als ich ihn sah
Wie der Geruch des Parfums
Wie der Hintergrund seines Liedes
Und die Erinnerung die es verursachte
Blau, wie die Farben ihrer Augen

English:
My memorie are wearing blue,
blue like the colour of his eyes
Like the jacket I wear, when I saw him
Like the smells of the perfume
Like the backround of his song
And the memory that it caused
Blue, like the coulor if her eyes..