Die (6.8.2013)

Nightmares haunting me and I can't escape, not here

The Moon takes off, maybe I should stay awake tonight

And I'm screaming and crying when I wake up in fear

But no one understands that all I need is a little light

A little light in the dark so That I won't break apart

Chorus:

It's like mental suicide without ever wanting to

I had to look deep inside of me to find out

And all I saw was a bloody, scarred heart

These memories can hurt like blades

But this life is like poison in my veins

And the worst of all I can't die

I wish someone would be there and would listen

but nobody promises that they will stay forever

I can't wait anymore, it feels like lifelong in prison

Lately dream world and reality are bound together

But dreamworld can't be like the realworld

Chorus:

It's like mentally suicide without ever wanting to

I had to look deep inside of me to find out

And all I saw was a bloody scarred heart

These memories can hurt like blades

But this life is like poison in my veins

And the strangest of all, I can die twice

all I can do is to write and write

And hope that you will listen one day

This life isn't wasted, not even when I cried

I'm sorry but I won't die, not today

Chorus:

It's like mentally suicide without ever wanting to

I had to look deep inside of me to find out

And all I saw was a bloody scarred heart

These memories can hurt like blades

But this life is like poison in my veins

And the best of all, I don't want die...