Always a different pain (4.8.2013)

This love is so wrong, but I can't go, can't grow

This love is deadly,I can't breathe, can't leave

And when the nightmares come back to me

And thoughts about blades won't ever leave me

I stay, 'cause there's no place to go, no wave to flow

Chorus:

It's always a different pain

It's always the same Shame

I'm breathing with a hole inside

I wish it would kill me for all time

Maybe I really should go,

But what will fill this hole?

This pain appears a thousand times, on a thousand lines

This pain is killing me inside, but I'm breathing on the outside

And when the ghosts are done with me

And still don't want to release me

I stay, 'cause there's still a spark, still light in the dark

Chorus:

It's always a different pain

It's always the same Shame

I'm breathing with a hole inside

I wish it would kill me for all time

Maybe I really Should Go,

But what will fill this hole?

Tell me how can you love without pain

Show me how can you love without blame

There's no way back to a silent shade

And no getting around the blade

Chorus:

It's always a different pain

It's always the same Shame

I'm breathing with a hole inside

I wish it would kill me for all time

Maybe I really Should Go,

But what will fill this hole