Floating away (25.1.2014)

Don't you see that I'm not longer here
But when I remember I can still feel the fear
I never really fit in this crowd
All the monsters at home were too loud

Don't know if I should be happy or sad
'Cause all the heartbreaking droves me mad

Chorus:
Now the last words are almost told
And I won't wait again
Without love it's not worth to hold
After the fight it won't be the same
If you don't understand, I will stay
But mentally I'm just floating away

I knew, you or I will disappear
But I never thought she's the damon I hear
Don't blame, it won't be fair
A revolution was something I didn't dare

Don't know if I won or lost
There is nothing left, not even frost

Chorus:
Now the last words are almost told
And I won't wait again
Without love it's not worth to hold
After the fight it won't be the same
If you don't understand, I will stay
But mentally I'm just floating away

All the Anger in my heart
I want to kill them
I want to hate them
'Cause she just broke us apart

You murdered me countless times
I won't forgive you again
I won't trust you again
You are worse than my bigges crimes

Chorus:
Now the last words are almost told
And I won't wait again
Without love it's not worth to hold
After the fight it won't be the same
If you don't understand, I will stay
But mentally I'm just floating away today...