I won't go (5.11.12)

After a long break :) Hope you enjoy :D

They said all I can do is to keep him in my heart
But they didn't know that he breaks it apart
The first time that this love hurts so bad
and now my heart is full of deep, deep sadness
But if I get a chance, I will do it again

Chorus:
You are my blessing and my curse
you heal the wounds you make
His words are my way into reality
I've wasted too much time in my dreams
You are my addiction, and I'm caught
The key of fate is in my hands
But I won't go

After this long time their words are still hurting
But I put the blade out of my hand long ago
The first time I was afraid of the end
And now I know, everything goes on and on
Maybe I will be able to forgive me

Chorus:
You are my blessing and my curse
you heal the wounds you make
His words are my way into reality
I've wasted too much time in my dreams
You are my addiction, and I'm caught
The key of fate is in my hands
But I won't go

Last night was crazy, but now everything is gone
And a hollow pain let me fall out of clouds
all I can do is to keep my memories in my heart
The time will heal all the wounds we made

Chorus:
You are my blessing and my curse
you heal the wounds you make
His words are my way into reality
I've wasted too much time in my dreams
You are my addiction, and I'm caught
The key of fate is in my hands
But I won't go...