Fool (10.09.2015)

You don't have curves, you're still a child
That's what they always say
Honey, you're too small and much too wild
That's why I'm always alone on Friday

Chorus:
I am a runaway
When it comes to love
And no one makes me stay
I'm a fool
And I can not help it,
I'm just a little bit oldschool
It always ends with broken hope
So why should I try it one more time?

You are so wonderful like nobody before
That's what I am trying to tell
But I'm none of the girls that you adore
So I'm going silently through the hell

Chorus:
I am a runaway
When it comes to love
And no one makes me stay
I'm a fool
And I can not help it,
I'm just a little bit oldschool
It always ends with broken hope
So why should I try it one more time?

How about running away with me
Wouldn't it be worth a try?
How about chasing dreams with me?
At the end you can still say goodbye

Chorus:
I am a runaway
When it comes to love
And no one makes me stay
I'm a fool
And I can not help it,
I'm just a little bit oldschool
It always ends with broken hope
So why should I try it one more time?

Goodbye to the chances (09.09.2015)

Somewhere between tears and a lot of dreaming
There is a space I could fill up with you
Nothing has ever made me sadder
Than all the dreams I dreamed about you

We could have much more than blessing
But instead you just throwed it away
Maybe I was not the girl you wanted
But I am not waiting for another day

Chorus:
So I say goodbye to the chances
Goodbye to the dreams
I am not sorry for being me
Or for the things I did
So I say goodbye to you, boy
Goodbye to the future
And to all the plans I had

Somwhere in the midst of hatred and doubt
May be a place just for love
I never made jokes about the dreams I had
Now I don't do anything, but laugh

Chorus:
So I say goodbye to the chances
Goodbye to the dreams
I am not sorry for being me
Or for the things I did
So I say goodbye to you, boy
Goodbye to the future
And to all the plans I had

But I am sorry for blindness

And I am sorry for the rose

I already died before you got it

It's okay, that's how it always goes

Chorus:
So I say goodbye to the chances
Goodbye to the dreams
I am not sorry for being me
Or for the things I did
So I say goodbye to you, boy
Goodbye to the future
And to all the plans I had

At the end of the night (04.09.2015)

I want no "forever"
I just want a shoulder to lean on
don't care about our future
everything I need is a slow song

We could both dance to
you could erase the loneliness
I'll make space in my heart
So you can put in the happiness

Chorus:
No dream may be so good,
That it would ever be enough
I wake up and want more,
But I was alone all night
So give me just this one dance
We'll be the same at the end of the night

I don't want a broken heart
I just want a strong hand to hold
Be nobody's accessory
'because they pollute your gold

And throw it away oneday
So promise me that you'll go
If I fall in love with you
Just pretend, that you don't know

Chorus:
No dream may be so good,
That it would ever be enough
I wake up and want more,
But I was alone all night
So give me just this one kiss
We'll be the same at the end of the night

Show me your purest side
And I'll show you art
Be my muse, my inspiration
And I'll give you my heart

My job is to find the spark,
That surrounds you
I write it down for eternity
That's just all I always do

Chorus:
No dream may be so good,
That it would ever be enough
I wake up and want more,
But I was alone all night
So give me just this one work of art
We'll be the same at the end of the night

Just another night 03.09.2015

It's just another night
Just new written rhymes
And now one will ever know
That you were meant in this lines

It's easy to fall for a smile
When you wear it everday
And I know I can't resist
Because it's gonna be okay

The time will replace you
Like it always did before
Something will always remain
Even if I'll don't know you anymore..

Quelle meiner Inspiration (1.-2.09.2015)

Ein leichtes Kratzen von Feder auf Papier
Von Vers zu Vers und Wort für Wort
Ohne dich wäre ich nachts nicht hier
Dann wäre mein Kopf ein farbloser Ort

Du bist die Tinte, du lebst zwischen den Zeilen
Du bist die Stille, die keine Wörter braucht
Und schreit nichts lauter in all den Meilen
Als mein Herz, dessen Farben sind verbraucht

Ich war dort bei dir und doch auch wieder nicht
Fast greifbar war die Inspiration
Dies festzuhalten schien mir als Pflicht
Und als die einzig richtige Option

Danke für deine Kunst und deine Lieder
Für jedes Gefühl und jeden Ton
Niemand anders wäre mir lieber
Für die Queller meiner Inspiration 

Blaue Augen und weißer Schnee (16.08.2015)

Nun schallt ein Echo dort,
Wo Liebe einst schrie
Die Sucht mag überstanden sein,
Doch die Leere gefiel mir nie

Die Schmerzen im Innern,
So laut und auch so klar
Nichts verweilte derart lang,
Als die Farben, die ich sah

Blaue Augen, weißer Schnee
Was gäbe ich für eine Nacht
Wohl alles und doch nichts,
Wenn der Dämon auch erwacht

Ihre Macht wog schwer
Die Wörter nahmen das Glück
Es gab keinen Ausweg
Ich musste zum Anfang zurück

Und als sie mich verließ,
War die Liebe schon passee
Ich blieb hier und warte nun
Auf blaue Augen und weißen Schnee..

Von alten Zeiten (31.07.2015)

Ich gab dir die Hand,
doch du umartest mich
Nicht ahnend, was ich fühlte
Ein Feuer brannte innerlich

Ich kann nicht verstehen,
Wieso du nach all der Zeit,
Doch mein Herz wählte dich,
Hatte es doch die Gewissheit

Dein Herz war vergeben
und wird es immer sein
An viele weitere Mädchen,
Doch niemals wird es mein

So vergib mir die Stille
Ich verliere einen Freund
Ich hasse dich nicht,
Hab bloß von alten Zeiten geträumt....